How time flies and life moves forward

Dear god, i cannot believe how long it has been since my last post. I also can't believe the number of things that have happened in that same time frame.

I'm single again and never been happier about ending a relationship. Sad isn't it, when you can care about someone so much but feel so suffocated and angry that it makes you hate what you've become.

Anyway i remedied that. Job's going well, no problems there. My love life.... well being single is great, but it also isn't.

Things aren't as easy as they used to be. I never found myself lacking male attention... these days the draught seems longer than before. Yet no one seems right... yea, yea I'm picky. but really, I'm not at the point where I want to get into something that I know is going to end in a mess. I'd rather have a non committal fling. That way it isn't complicated.

Well I say it isn't complicated, but the last one seems to be. "If I keep seeing you I will get hooked to you". I think it's a load of hogwash. You either want something or you don't. if you don't, have the balls to say you don't and don't make up lame excuses. Makes me lose respect for you. And if you need to clear your conscience and want to talk, actually make the bloody effort to make it and quit postponing. I have better things to do with my time! There's nothing to talk about anyway. And blokes whinge about women being complex.

There you go, rant over. Right... as per usual it's time for bed. Perhaps this time I won't wait a year before I write another post. I reckon I should write a book.